Novice crossdresser seeking to come out

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I am a novice crossdresser. Thus far I have been in the closet but I wish to come out of the closet and explore my feminine self.

I am a software engineer. In truth I am somewhat of a nerd. But inside me is a beautiful butterfly the simply does not know how to come out.

Sign

Leo

My Body Type Is

A Few Extra Pounds

My Height Is

5' 7 (1.7 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Computers / Electronic

My Job Title Is

Software Engineer

I Make This Much In A Year

$60,000USD To $74,999USD

I Live

With Roomate(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - One Or Two

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Anti-social

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Computers, Internet, Reading

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Playing Dress-up, Reading A Book

My Friends Describe Me As Being

I Don't Have Any Friends

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Kind Of Humor Is

Dry / Sarcastic

On Tv, I Always Watch

Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, Horror, Science Fiction

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Good Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Sensitivity, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I am simply looking for a woman who will accept me for who I am. I would also appreciate some assistance in exploring my feminine self.

To start out with, I wish to simply make friends but I am open to a more intimate relationship.

This is what I want from a lover.

I want to be pampered. I want my lover to help me dress up as a woman. I want her to help me to do my makeup and style my hair so I look as much like a woman as possible. I want to be dressed in an elaborate evening gown.

I then want to go out with my lover on a dream date. I want to have the perfect night out on the town.

Next I want to go to my lover's home and while I am still dressed in the evening gown, I want to be strapped to a bed. I want to be completely helpless and entirely at my lover's mercy. I may even wish to be blindfolded and gagged.

Then I want my lover to bring me to orgasm again and again. I want her to show me no mercy. I want to cum until it hurts.

Finally I want to be left there in her bed, unable to move, over night.

Is there something wrong with these desires?

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate