Looking for a woman to feminise me...
cc.1979
Sutton, United Kingdom | Transvestitt Søker A Kvinne
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My dream is to spend the rest of my life in feminine attire...glamorous dresses of all kinds from luxurious silky smooth satins to sweet shiny PVC-Latex. But I must point out to you that I'm very inexperienced in more ways than one. I've been cross-dressing privately for some time but, for varying reasons over the years, have not taken many steps beyond this. One of these reasons is my complete lack of relationships. I've made many mistakes in my life, with a lack of understanding and confidence in social situations always hampering me. I've often thought that there were more important things to be doing, or that I'd rather be on my own and not have to always compromise. Despite often feeling lonely, there are still many social occasions where I'd rather be at home on my own. Don't get me wrong, I'm quite a self-assured person, at least on the outside...it's just on the inside where I'm more vulnerable.
I've long fantasised about living in a woman's shoes; since a very early age, I've envied a woman's entitlement to wear a wonderful array of clothes. Whilst at University, I started dressing more than ever and masturbating every day thinking about how good it would be to live as a pre-op or post-op transsexual. There were times when I could go without dressing, but it's never gone away. Since then, pretty much all I've had the courage to do is ogle at the internet and dream. I have however discovered more and more layers to my desires, in particular those that might facilitate or seem to go hand in hand with my feminisation. Perhaps I've been duped into the stereotypical objectification of the female form in all types of media, but I can't help what turns me on...
There's perhaps nothing more I've ever wanted to experience than life as a mellifluous and resourceful sissy for all occasions. But it's partially the belief I'll have to submit my will to another, in return for this opportunity, that's lead me to a fantasy such as this. I've come to desire this submission almost as much, as it's perhaps the opposite side of the same coin, and because I'm well aware that there may be times at which I'll be reluctant to continue. I fear I may not be strong enough to do this on my own...
My sissy fantasy is to be permanently chaste to ensure the control of my desires and my obedience to my firm (but fair) Superior(s), release only coming via prostate milking incorporating Pavlovian conditioning. I'd always be ready to provide pleasure to my Dominant(s) through my mouth and anus and would accept being cuckolded should my Dominant(s) require a proper Man, or Woman, to service them sexually.
Although not keen on pain, I'd willingly accept that its threat and infliction is of vital importance to any training regime. My punishments would be vital in reinforcing my position in the household to exist simply for the comfort & pleasure of my Dominant(s).
To be honest, I don't know where to go from here. As much as I'd like to be able to click my fingers and be in my ideal relationship, whatever that may turn out to be, I'm prepared to be patient. Living with my parents [but hopefully not for much longer], being between jobs and being quite hairy, I'm going to have to be! I may well have to wait until I'm working and living on my own in order to properly fund my development...
In the meantime though, it would be nice to meet, socialise and learn from people in and around Surrey/South London. Ideally, I'd only start my journey of feminisation when I'm ready to do myself justice and become a convincing sissy, but I know I need to experiment [safely] at some point to discover what I really like, and what I really don't. Maybe there's an employer out there who's willing to take a chance on a sissy with a Physics degree...and in return for a job and the necessary training, I can be their personal sissy - do all their cooking and cleaning and of course give them as much pleasure as they can take!!??
I've long fantasised about living in a woman's shoes; since a very early age, I've envied a woman's entitlement to wear a wonderful array of clothes. Whilst at University, I started dressing more than ever and masturbating every day thinking about how good it would be to live as a pre-op or post-op transsexual. There were times when I could go without dressing, but it's never gone away. Since then, pretty much all I've had the courage to do is ogle at the internet and dream. I have however discovered more and more layers to my desires, in particular those that might facilitate or seem to go hand in hand with my feminisation. Perhaps I've been duped into the stereotypical objectification of the female form in all types of media, but I can't help what turns me on...
There's perhaps nothing more I've ever wanted to experience than life as a mellifluous and resourceful sissy for all occasions. But it's partially the belief I'll have to submit my will to another, in return for this opportunity, that's lead me to a fantasy such as this. I've come to desire this submission almost as much, as it's perhaps the opposite side of the same coin, and because I'm well aware that there may be times at which I'll be reluctant to continue. I fear I may not be strong enough to do this on my own...
My sissy fantasy is to be permanently chaste to ensure the control of my desires and my obedience to my firm (but fair) Superior(s), release only coming via prostate milking incorporating Pavlovian conditioning. I'd always be ready to provide pleasure to my Dominant(s) through my mouth and anus and would accept being cuckolded should my Dominant(s) require a proper Man, or Woman, to service them sexually.
Although not keen on pain, I'd willingly accept that its threat and infliction is of vital importance to any training regime. My punishments would be vital in reinforcing my position in the household to exist simply for the comfort & pleasure of my Dominant(s).
To be honest, I don't know where to go from here. As much as I'd like to be able to click my fingers and be in my ideal relationship, whatever that may turn out to be, I'm prepared to be patient. Living with my parents [but hopefully not for much longer], being between jobs and being quite hairy, I'm going to have to be! I may well have to wait until I'm working and living on my own in order to properly fund my development...
In the meantime though, it would be nice to meet, socialise and learn from people in and around Surrey/South London. Ideally, I'd only start my journey of feminisation when I'm ready to do myself justice and become a convincing sissy, but I know I need to experiment [safely] at some point to discover what I really like, and what I really don't. Maybe there's an employer out there who's willing to take a chance on a sissy with a Physics degree...and in return for a job and the necessary training, I can be their personal sissy - do all their cooking and cleaning and of course give them as much pleasure as they can take!!??
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My Kroppstype er
Atletisk
Min høyde er
Høyere enn 6 '4 (1,93 m)
Øynene mine er
Grønn
Min etnisitet er
kaukasisk
Min Sivilsituasjon er
Ugift
Jeg har barn
Nei
Jeg vil ha barn
Usikker
Kropps kunst
Vill ikke engang tenke på det
Mitt hår er
Brun
Jeg har en eller flere av disse
Ingen dyr
Villing til å flytte
Ja
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Min Utdanningsnivå Er
Universitetsgrad
Min nåværende arbeidssituasjon er
Arbeidsledig
Jeg tjener så mye på et år
Mindre Enn $14,999USD
Jeg bor
Med foreldre
Hjemme
Det er ingen støy
Jeg er en røyker
Nei
Jeg drikker
Ja - Sosialt
Personlighet
Når jeg gikk på skolen, var jeg
Hjerne
Min sosiale atferd er
Observant, Reservert
Mine interesser og hobbier er
Internett, Filmer, Kortspill, Sport, Tv, Frivillig arbeid
Min idé av å ha det gøy er
Kle seg ut, Slappe av, Være hjemme, Prøve nye ting, Tv
Mine venner beskriver meg som
Jeg har ingen venner
Visninger
Min religion er
Agnostiker
Jeg går på gudstjeneste
Aldri
Min humoristiske sans er
Smart, Tørr / Sarkastisk
Smak
På TV ser jeg alltid på
Dokumentarer, Komedie, Filmer, Sport
Når jeg går på kino, går jeg alltid for å se en
Action, Science Fiction, Komedie, Thriller
Når jeg hører på musikk, så hører jeg alltid på
Rock
Når jeg leser, så leser jeg alltid
Auto-biografi, Fantasi, Fiction, Humor, Science Fiction, Sport
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