Are You That Special Woman?

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I am a 55 year old Caucasian male currently living in northeast Illinois looking for that one special person to assist and help me to develop and expand my hidden female persona.
I have been crossdressing for quite some time but I have had to keep this part of my life very secretive due to the fear of not being accepted as such and this is why I am trying this approach.
I am living at this time in a intermediate nursing home facility to stabilize my life again after spending a little more than two months in the custody of the Illinois Department of Corrections (Cook County Jail) and for almost six months in Lake County Jail for separate incidents which I am truly very remorseful for my criminal actions.
I am college educated with a Master's Degree in American History and a Bachelor's Degree in Business Administration with a concentration in Marketing. I do plan eventually to complete my education.
I enjoy and my passions are many: gourmet cooking (from scratch and not from a box or a can), scratch bread making and baking, going to live rock concerts, theater and comedy clubs, going to estate, garage and rummage sales and going to antique shops, traveling around the country, being online with my friends around the world, listening to classic rock of the 1960['s and 1970's, reading cookbooks and American History books (World War II), being close, intimate, passionate and romantic with the person that I love, telling awful jokes and puns and being a bit of a sarcastic wit, watching sports on television or in person (diehard Chicago Cubs fan), going on long walks with the person I love holding hands together, doing things on the spur of the moment and much more!
As I said before that I am trying to find this very hidden part of my life and and be accepted for what I am and who I want to be. I do not "pass" very well in public but that does not hinder my desires to do this and on a more open part of my personality. I fully enjoy the look and feel of being a woman and I am start to develop a nice wardrobe.
I am very serious and sincere in regards to this and the person who wants to be in life must be also and I do not want any person who does this solely for money and nothing else so if this what you are, please do not waste my time.
I have numerous short and long terms goals set in my mind and I will only discuss them to the right individual in my life.
One of my future plans involves the unique possibility of undergoing a complete sexual reassignment surgery procedure but I need to try to find out more before going this far in my life.
This is just an introduction to who I am and if you are interested in contacting me further, please respond to this and tell me how you can assist and help me and let's see what happens!
By the way, my "en femme" name is Rachel Anne Collins but at first please use my real name until I am comfortable in every aspect and facet of you and how I feel communicating with you. This is to make sure that you can understand me completely and absolutely not before!

Sign

Pisces

My Body Type Is

A Few Extra Pounds

My Height Is

5' 2 (1.57 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Wouldn't Even Think About It

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Self-employed

My Speciality Is

Sales / Marketing

My Job Title Is

Media Buyer

I Make This Much In A Year

$30,000USD To $44,999USD

I Live

With Roomate(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Shy, Observant, Friendly, Comedic

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Reading, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Dining, Travel, Cooking, Playing Cards, Computers

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Reading A Book, Going To A Casino, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

To get fully dressed up and going to dinner with and possibly a lot more

I've Always Wanted To Try

Being with several men in an intimate setting in the bedroom.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, Goofy, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Jewish

I Attend Services

On Holidays

My Political Views Are

Liberal

My Goal In Life Is

Currently my goal in life is to get more stabilized completely with the help and assistance of my friends and possibly with a new person in my life. My long term goal at this time is be independent at all times and eventually become the woman I have long desired to be including what I must do to achieve this right.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Slapstick

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, Sports, Re-runs

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Comedy, Romance, Documentary, Adult

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rock, Blues, Jazz, New age, Soul, Folk

When I Read, I Always Read

News, Auto-biography, Biography, Business, Classic, Comic, Computers, Health, History, Humor, Music, Political, Reference, Sports

My Idea Of Fun Is

I enjoy being being with one I love doing so many different things.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Spontaneity, Power, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfullness, Passiveness

What Do You Look For?

For that special woman who will be complete support as I try to explore my female persona.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate