Hello Old Friend ... Welcome Back !
palhot1
Washington, District of Columbia | Crossdresser Seeking A Man
Basic Information
I Can Speak
English
I Would Describe Myself As
Hi Everyone,
** UPDATE :
Gigi is chanelling Audrey Heburn in Manhattan. Broadway and Tiffany's - here I come!!!
GIGI IS OFF TO THE BIG SEXY APPLE - NYC - THIS WEEKEND - IN FULL DRESS ... HOPE IT GOES WELL - WISH ME LUCK YOU GUYS :)
GIGI HAS BEEN GOING OUT DRESSED FOR A WEEK NOW. AFTER WORK. SHE WENT TO A HUGE THEATRE PARTY AND NO ONE RECOGNIZED HER TILL SHE TOLD THEM. EVERYONE LOVED THE LOOK. SO MANY MEN (INCLUDING MY GOOD FRIENDS HIT ON ME - LOL - IT WAS FUN :)). I AM VERY VERY BAD AT MAKE UP RIGHT NOW - AS YOU CAN TELL .... BUT MY FRIENDS TELL ME IT COMES WITH PRACTICE ... I AM BLESSED TO HAVE A TON OF GIRLFRIENDS, MOST OF WHOM ARE PROFESSIONAL ACTRESSES, SO THEY ARE EXPERT BEAUTICIANS ... SO HOPEFULLY THE NEXT SET OF PICS WILL BE MORE SUBTLE AND ELEGANT - LOL. ENJOY !!!
GIGI DISLIKES BEING CALLED GURL OR LADYBOY OR SISSY - ITS GIRL OR LADY. SHE CAN PLAY ACT SISSY IF HER MAN WANTS THAT - BUT SHE IS NOT A SISSY, SHES A WOMAN. THANK YOU KINDLY ! :)
I am Gigi. I am a very naturally feminine person, always been. I want to thank all the wonderful members who have contacted me and encouraged me along my journey, especially my fellow sisters, love you all !!! You gentlemen really know how to make a girl feel pretty – bless you !
I was born very feminine. Since my childhood, everyone treated me like a girl and I have always felt like a girl inside. I love to dress like a lady ... no that’s not quite right …. I LOVE BEING the lady I really am on the inside, in every way, and dressing up simply enhances the illusion on the outside. I do love feminine, beautiful, fragile things. I am refined and cultured (was beaten into me in my childhood), well educated (my choice), and, I would like to think, a kind, giving and gracious person.
I plan to use this space to enshrine my transition – a transition from a cocoon to a butterfly, so that my outer manifestation mirrors my inner femininity. I worship my mother and want to be a lady like her in every way - in fact if I can ever hold up even a candle to her radiant sun, I will die a happy happy lady. The butterfly has always been a metaphor for a lady – In M. Butterfly, a young cross dressing lady says In classical drama and opera, the lady is traditionally played by a boy because only a man really knows how a woman should ideally behave. Of course the reverse is also true.
Along the way I got encouragement, kindness, even love from a lot of elegant ladies and kind gentlemen. I stopped dressing up at age 15, and stifled my inner woman, stamped out my own butterfly wings and camouflaged my femininity with masculine clothing …. It was like living in a coffin as a functioning corpse. I am tip-toeing back out now, at age 30. But as I stepped into my first towering stilettos, my femininity came gushing back to me, into the comfort of my loving arms, like an old friend that had cowered in the wings, dormant, neglected, humiliated, terrified by the world, but now somewhat empowered. Its amazing what age, a little bit of vodka and a stiff smoke can do - LOL !
As I sat in my dressing chamber, giddily unpacking the hoards of dresses I had purchased from thrift stores around town, with Piaf crooning encouragingly in the background, the rain pouring down outside, the cherished memories of my mother's divine grace and unconditional love embracing me like a healing balm on my life-long wounds, I started to put on the costume of womanhood, the silicone breasts, lacy bra, gossamer panties, an elegant evening dress, a ladies hat, silk stockings, rouge, lip color, wig, my mothers precious jewelry, pumps and Elizabeth Taylor's fragrance. I peered at the mirror before me, and there standing like a demure young lady, frightened, fragile, excited, but still innocent and gracious stood someone wholly new, and yet very familiar, and recognizing my real, inner self I said to her kindly "Welcome back, dear old friend, I will never let you leave me again!" ....
May our Maker Bless All of Us Sinners
** UPDATE :
Gigi is chanelling Audrey Heburn in Manhattan. Broadway and Tiffany's - here I come!!!
GIGI IS OFF TO THE BIG SEXY APPLE - NYC - THIS WEEKEND - IN FULL DRESS ... HOPE IT GOES WELL - WISH ME LUCK YOU GUYS :)
GIGI HAS BEEN GOING OUT DRESSED FOR A WEEK NOW. AFTER WORK. SHE WENT TO A HUGE THEATRE PARTY AND NO ONE RECOGNIZED HER TILL SHE TOLD THEM. EVERYONE LOVED THE LOOK. SO MANY MEN (INCLUDING MY GOOD FRIENDS HIT ON ME - LOL - IT WAS FUN :)). I AM VERY VERY BAD AT MAKE UP RIGHT NOW - AS YOU CAN TELL .... BUT MY FRIENDS TELL ME IT COMES WITH PRACTICE ... I AM BLESSED TO HAVE A TON OF GIRLFRIENDS, MOST OF WHOM ARE PROFESSIONAL ACTRESSES, SO THEY ARE EXPERT BEAUTICIANS ... SO HOPEFULLY THE NEXT SET OF PICS WILL BE MORE SUBTLE AND ELEGANT - LOL. ENJOY !!!
GIGI DISLIKES BEING CALLED GURL OR LADYBOY OR SISSY - ITS GIRL OR LADY. SHE CAN PLAY ACT SISSY IF HER MAN WANTS THAT - BUT SHE IS NOT A SISSY, SHES A WOMAN. THANK YOU KINDLY ! :)
I am Gigi. I am a very naturally feminine person, always been. I want to thank all the wonderful members who have contacted me and encouraged me along my journey, especially my fellow sisters, love you all !!! You gentlemen really know how to make a girl feel pretty – bless you !
I was born very feminine. Since my childhood, everyone treated me like a girl and I have always felt like a girl inside. I love to dress like a lady ... no that’s not quite right …. I LOVE BEING the lady I really am on the inside, in every way, and dressing up simply enhances the illusion on the outside. I do love feminine, beautiful, fragile things. I am refined and cultured (was beaten into me in my childhood), well educated (my choice), and, I would like to think, a kind, giving and gracious person.
I plan to use this space to enshrine my transition – a transition from a cocoon to a butterfly, so that my outer manifestation mirrors my inner femininity. I worship my mother and want to be a lady like her in every way - in fact if I can ever hold up even a candle to her radiant sun, I will die a happy happy lady. The butterfly has always been a metaphor for a lady – In M. Butterfly, a young cross dressing lady says In classical drama and opera, the lady is traditionally played by a boy because only a man really knows how a woman should ideally behave. Of course the reverse is also true.
Along the way I got encouragement, kindness, even love from a lot of elegant ladies and kind gentlemen. I stopped dressing up at age 15, and stifled my inner woman, stamped out my own butterfly wings and camouflaged my femininity with masculine clothing …. It was like living in a coffin as a functioning corpse. I am tip-toeing back out now, at age 30. But as I stepped into my first towering stilettos, my femininity came gushing back to me, into the comfort of my loving arms, like an old friend that had cowered in the wings, dormant, neglected, humiliated, terrified by the world, but now somewhat empowered. Its amazing what age, a little bit of vodka and a stiff smoke can do - LOL !
As I sat in my dressing chamber, giddily unpacking the hoards of dresses I had purchased from thrift stores around town, with Piaf crooning encouragingly in the background, the rain pouring down outside, the cherished memories of my mother's divine grace and unconditional love embracing me like a healing balm on my life-long wounds, I started to put on the costume of womanhood, the silicone breasts, lacy bra, gossamer panties, an elegant evening dress, a ladies hat, silk stockings, rouge, lip color, wig, my mothers precious jewelry, pumps and Elizabeth Taylor's fragrance. I peered at the mirror before me, and there standing like a demure young lady, frightened, fragile, excited, but still innocent and gracious stood someone wholly new, and yet very familiar, and recognizing my real, inner self I said to her kindly "Welcome back, dear old friend, I will never let you leave me again!" ....
May our Maker Bless All of Us Sinners
Sign
Sagittarius
Appearance & Situation
My Body Type Is
Slim
My Height Is
5' 8 (1.73 m)
My Eyes Are
Brown
My Ethnicity Is
Asian
I Have Kids
No
I Want Kids
Not Sure
My Best Feature Is
Smile
Body Art
Wouldn't Even Think About It
My Hair Is
Brown
I Have One Or More Of These
Cat, Dog, Fish
Willing To Relocate
No
Status
My Education Level Is
University Degree
My Current Employment Status Is
Full-time
My Speciality Is
Art / Music / Literature
My Job Title Is
Not relevant
I Make This Much In A Year
$60,000USD To $74,999USD
I Live
With Roomate(s), With Pet(s)
At Home
Friends Come Over Often
I'm A Smoker
Yes - Often
I Drink
Yes - Socially
Personality
Back In High School, I Was A
Nerd
My Social Behavior Is
Reserved, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious
My Interest And Hobbies Are
Exercising, Arts & Crafts, Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Dancing, Family, Theater, Travel, Cooking, Gardening
My Idea Of A Great Time Is
Hanging Out With Friends, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up
An Ideal First Date Would Be
Being fucked hard the whole night long by a hot masculine man :)
I've Always Wanted To Try
Rough Sex (safely of course!)
My Friends Describe Me As Being
Friendly, Cool, Raunchy, A Flirt
Views
My Religion Is
Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services
Never
My Political Views Are
I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is
To be who I am, To embrace who I am and help others embrace and be themselves.
To be kind to those who need it especially to animals.
To make one man supremely happy and be his loyal bitch :) I am looking for a man who is a gentleman and one masculine stud. Not looking for an Adonis - most of those guys are a bit narcissistic - a HUGE mood kill for a girl. I want a kind masculine man. I dont need him to marry me or give me a ring !!! I want to be his and for him to own me entirely. As long as he makes me feel beautiful every moment of everyday, I will be his faithful bitch to the end of my days. This may sound crazy, but I do love it if my man is a bit of a dog - its sexy!!! Tells me he is still hot stuff and as long as he comes back to me everytime, makes me feel like the most beautiful woman in his eyes, and plays it safe (DD wise) I would be a happy woman, and would be grateful for the brief respite that would allow my body :) I would be faithful like a dog :)
To be kind to those who need it especially to animals.
To make one man supremely happy and be his loyal bitch :) I am looking for a man who is a gentleman and one masculine stud. Not looking for an Adonis - most of those guys are a bit narcissistic - a HUGE mood kill for a girl. I want a kind masculine man. I dont need him to marry me or give me a ring !!! I want to be his and for him to own me entirely. As long as he makes me feel beautiful every moment of everyday, I will be his faithful bitch to the end of my days. This may sound crazy, but I do love it if my man is a bit of a dog - its sexy!!! Tells me he is still hot stuff and as long as he comes back to me everytime, makes me feel like the most beautiful woman in his eyes, and plays it safe (DD wise) I would be a happy woman, and would be grateful for the brief respite that would allow my body :) I would be faithful like a dog :)
My Kind Of Humor Is
Campy, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure
Taste
On Tv, I Always Watch
Situation Comedies, I Don't Like Tv
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A
Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Animation, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To
Rock, Pop, Classical, Blues, Jazz, Dance
When I Read, I Always Read
Ancient, Biography, Classic, History, Nature, Philosophy, Poetry, Science, Science Fiction, Technical
My Idea Of Fun Is
Dressing Up, The Beach, The mountains. A cruise.
Spending time with animals - especially dogs and cats,
Cooking, gardening, Listening to Music, A nice drive to the country,
Reading - poetry, Shakespeare, Chekhov.
Relaxed Sunday Brunch with Friends, Going to the Theatre, Opera,
Spending time with a nice masculine guy, even platonic friends.
Replacing meals by my man's (SE)men on a regular basis - like several times a week - so he becomes an integral part of my cellular structure (sorry for being so crass- but honesty wins over decorum. ) - makes me feel owned :)
Being fucked hard (really Hard and rough, just enough not to dislodge my bones ... lol, but safely!) by my man.
Drinking (certified grade A) man seed, Being bred.
Cuddling, Snuggling, holding my man.
Giving my man a nice warm oil massage and then getting fucked by him after :)
Giving my man a long sloppy wet blow job - making love to and worshipping his love tool. Exceeding his expectations on a regular ba
Spending time with animals - especially dogs and cats,
Cooking, gardening, Listening to Music, A nice drive to the country,
Reading - poetry, Shakespeare, Chekhov.
Relaxed Sunday Brunch with Friends, Going to the Theatre, Opera,
Spending time with a nice masculine guy, even platonic friends.
Replacing meals by my man's (SE)men on a regular basis - like several times a week - so he becomes an integral part of my cellular structure (sorry for being so crass- but honesty wins over decorum. ) - makes me feel owned :)
Being fucked hard (really Hard and rough, just enough not to dislodge my bones ... lol, but safely!) by my man.
Drinking (certified grade A) man seed, Being bred.
Cuddling, Snuggling, holding my man.
Giving my man a nice warm oil massage and then getting fucked by him after :)
Giving my man a long sloppy wet blow job - making love to and worshipping his love tool. Exceeding his expectations on a regular ba
Looking for
What Do You Find Attractive?
Intelligence, Humor, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Spontaneity, Power, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For?
To continue from above : Masculinity, Strength, Niceness, Kindness, Chivalry, Honesty. A man who doesn't buy into the whole superficial moral paradigm we seem to unnecessarily impose on ourselves and others. I think if I choose the right man, I would never need to doubt his word, I would trust him implicitly, even if its a white lie to protect me. I was taught that a lady derives honor from within, and no situation can disrespect her unless she allows it to. I would even joke with my man about his other women, as long as he always made me feel special. I think men get bored by monotony no matter how many fantasies he tries out with one woman, he is a simple visual animal. He get excited by new and fresh things. There is no way around that - its nature - I accept that. And expect my man to respect me and love me and show me kindness and well compliment me and make me feel special. Thats all this girl really needs. I have no reason to be dishonest and expect honesty in return. :)
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?
Internet Buddy, Friend, Intimate