You can never have too much red lipstick

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Been in the closet all my life. Never gone out with another CD or met as of yet. Too cautious, timid, scared of catching something naughty if I lose my willpower and give in to my desires. Looking to meet someone local to be friends with. Have become increasingly more and more interested in exploring my fem side with another gurl. Not sure where that would lead but it excites me. My wife does not know so discretion is a must. Not passable and not fully shaved because of my situation. I am like so many other of us I just adore make up and lipstick and the feeling of painting my toes, wearing heels, lingerie...giggle well you gurls know what I am talking about. When I put perfume on my neck, wrists, and nipples the scent triggers my desire and just sweeps me away. I become limp, powerless, and I must submit to the overwhelming need to be a woman. I love being a soft, plump, sissy crossdresser so much. Feeling girly, and weak, and erotic... sometimes I just get fully dressed and just sit on the couch in a dreamy state admiring my feminine side. Realizing I am addicted to this life, helpless to stop, and wanting to become a total woman with all of the desires, obsessions, and duties. Sometimes I look at videos of other sissys taking boi clits in their mouth and pussy. I feel a need, a wanting, a lust for being them so much. I cannot understand what is driving me at these times. I hope I'm not a sissy faggot but I truly wonder if I am and need to understand why this urge is so strong, relentless, and becoming more powerful each day. Hope to talk to someone with similar interests in the near future. Until then take care. Love Sara

Sign

Leo

My Body Type Is

Big And Beautiful

My Height Is

5' 8 (1.73 m)

My Eyes Are

Green

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Legs

Body Art

Wouldn't Even Think About It

My Hair Is

Other

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Hospitality / Travel

I Make This Much In A Year

$75,000USD To $99,999USD

I Live

With Roomate(s)

At Home

There Is No Noise

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Often

Back In High School, I Was A

Nerd

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Shy, Friendly, Comedic

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Exercising, Reading, Music, Dining, Gardening, Camping, Gambling

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Staying At Home, Drinking, Reading A Book, Going To A Casino, Playing Dress-up

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Religion Is

Agnostic

My Political Views Are

Very Liberal

My Kind Of Humor Is

Dry / Sarcastic

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Drama, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Electronic, Jazz, Dance

When I Read, I Always Read

Business, Fiction, Horror, Humor, Mystery, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

Hullo. I'm Sara. I love to dress and be a girlie girl but am in closet. Not passable. Would love to chat and perhaps meet for a pajama / make up party some time. Not looking for wild and crazy at this time. Want to take things sloooow. BTW can a girl ever have on too much lipstick???? Giggle. XOXOXO Sara S

What Do You Find Attractive?

Intelligence, Empathy, Sensitivity, Wit, Thoughtfullness, Passiveness

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Intimate