Seek kind man who wants same in skirts

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Hello: My name is Sissy Gray. I am a life long fan of all things effeminate, although for many years I denied my feelings due to my marriage and children. With the passing of both my wife and daughter a few years back I decided to see what I was missing. In the process I came to realize that I wasn’t the man I once thought I was. I also came to realize that although I wanted to be feminine I was not worthy of being a woman. Instead I have come to the realization that I am a sissy. And although I never had any gay interests, I also came to accept that it was my duty as a sissy to meet the needs of real men. And if servicing them makes them happy then that is what I will do with a smile on bended knees. I guess that also makes me a pansy in the eyes of others. I dress in fem almost 24/7 although I am not into bras as I have no breasts and mimicking a woman’s body would be an insult on my part. I prefer either skirts and blouses of a secretarial nature when grocery shopping or other daily activities, maid uniforms or jumpers while at work and prissy party dresses when I go out on the town. I can look quite feminine however everyone eventually reads me. I endure the shameful snickers and sarcasm I receive however as that is both my curse for being a sissy and my joy in having the peace of mind of knowing I am swishing through life as the sissified pantywaist ninny I was always meant to be. I worked for years in management in the industrial field and have a strong work ethic. However due to my change in life style and dress I now find myself ‘happily’ employed as a domestic/maid on the staff of a very eccentric well to do couple. They are very professional in their dealings with me, however I am expected to meet the needs of any and all of their clients and guests. As part of my assuming the position of a third sex sissy I have been locked in permanent chastity these last five years, as my penis is a mockery to real men and as such does not deserve the freedom to insult the core values it symbolizes. I find it to be a real burden at times when its penis shaped cage denies me an erection. For although I never would have considered the notion in the past, I now find myself getting quite excited when I go down on my knees and look up into the eyes of a strong man as he pulls down his fly for the purpose of pleasuring himself at my expense. I realize however this is the way it must be so that I do not infringe on the pride a real man gets from expressing his masculinity without having it besmirched by my sissy tool acting up. To that end I have come to accept that my sexual identity must be defined solely by what pleasure I bring to others. Both of a physical and emotional nature, for if after pleasuring themselves they subsequently choose to mock me that is their right as a real man. As such the only orgasms I have are the ones others deposit in me or the emotional kind derived from the humiliation I endure at being seen as some helpless emasculated effeminate. To that end I also wear a vibrating butt plug every day to keep me on my toes in an effeminate way, while also keeping me ready to meet the needs of a real man or dominant woman with a strapon. I am looking to find someone via dating with whom I might have some kind of meaningful relationship, although having once been a shell of a man, I recognize that as a sissy that might be pushing things. Nevertheless I will continue to ply my effeminate whiles in the pursuit of meeting the man of my dreams. Love and Kisses. SG

Sign

Libra

My Body Type Is

Slender

My Height Is

5' 10 (1.78 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Widowed

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Smile

Body Art

Wouldn't Even Think About It

My Hair Is

Light Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

College Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Manufacturing / Distribution

My Job Title Is

Supervisor of inventory control

I Make This Much In A Year

$45,000USD To $59,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Jock

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Cooking, Dancing, Exercising, Games, Movies, Music, Playing Cards, Reading, Sports, Theater, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Going Shopping, Going To A Museum, Playing Dress-up, Relaxing, The Movies

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Sharing a quiet meal and a drink.

I've Always Wanted To Try

New activities that the person I am with is good at so I can both learn but make them look and feel good at so as to make them more comfortable.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool

My Religion Is

Christian

I Attend Services

Once A Week

My Political Views Are

Conservative

My Goal In Life Is

I have achieved most of my goals except the desire to help the man of my dreams fulfill his.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Friendly

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Sports

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Blues, Classical, Country, Gospel, Pop, Reggae

When I Read, I Always Read

Fantasy, History, Instructional, Mystery, Satire, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

Being with people who want to have a good time but appreciate all the aspects of what goes into life so as to keep the fun in perspective

What Do You Find Attractive?

Empathy, Humor, Intelligence, Sensitivity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

A man who is true to himself and perceived as real by others. One who desires someone who will make him the sole object of their intentions. One who is willing to care emotionally even if he has no desire to reciprocate physically. I ant someone who believes I can make hem happy and give me a thoughtful chance to prove it.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Date, Intimate