Looking For A Friend And Maybe More

Jag kan tala

Engelska

Jag skulle beskriva mig själv som

This will be long, and I know some people won't like that. It took me years to come to terms with who I am. For years I've had these feelings of femininity inside of me that I tried to ignore, but they never went away. I think this effected my lack of relationships in my life. Just before my 40th birthday, an acquaintance suggested that I explore these feelings and see where it went. This was difficult for me as I had no help or people close to me that I could really talk to.

I really began my transition at about 36 years old to be honest. I started by losing weight through a change of eating habits and lots of walking. I guess the first signs of Candice came at about that time when I started wearing my long hair down instead of tied back all the time. I have always preferred my hair long and my nails long. I am on an herbal hormone regimen, keep myself smooth and nails painted, wear women's clothes and makeup most days now and sleep in nighties. I'm still a work in progress, but I think we all are to one degree or another.

I consider myself more TS than TV or CD at this point, though I know there are girls way more beautiful than I am. This isn't about looks or sex to me, it's about being happy. I care more about being presentable than passable, though I am working on that. If that's not good enough for some people, I really don't care. I just want to be happy. I've never really been in a relationship. Women never seemed all that interested in me, so I didn't dwell on it.

I don't think most women really want somebody like me. They want a man. I can totally understand that. Any woman interested in me will know the truth immediately. I don't hide who I am. Now, if there is a woman out there who is interested, I'd love to talk to you. At this point, friendship is a bigger priority for me, and if it grows from there, then I would hope that would be a good thing for both of us.

I'm interested in meeting others like me too. I know there are a lot of men looking for girls like me too. I've experienced some of that myself as I've gotten more presentable. But most men seem to only want one thing. I know it isn't all of them, but my experiences are I'm either ignored, called a fag by adolescent jerks or it's, "hey baby."

I'm not really looking for a man, but we can still talk. I guess you never know. It's not just about sex to me, and I don't have a lot of experience in that area. I guess sexually I may be bi, but I'd prefer a relationship with a woman who could accept me for me. I really don't need to be with guys and don't find myself thinking about a relationship with one at all, to be honest. Anything more I guess I can discuss with the person wanting to talk to me.

Married people are fine to talk to and be friends with, but I refuse to be a home wrecker. I understand the toll divorce can take on the whole family, and it's not a good thing.
Anyway, a little about myself. I am a writer, I like to get out and walk just about every day. I don't have a lot of friends to talk to, but I have a few. I could always have more though. I don't get out much, but I like to go to the city and the clubs once in a while, movies. Shopping is always fun, even if it's just window shopping. So, those are a few things.

Note: At This point, I am a lurker. I can't quite justify the sub. fee for what is offered here. You can't do much here for that fee, and too many marrieds looking for a hookup. If the right person messages me, I will rejoin to message them back or see if you left hints at how to contact you in your profile.

Stjärntecken

Jungfrun

Min kroppstyp är

Medelmåttig

Min längd är

177 cm

Mina ögon är

Brungröna

Min etnicitet är

Kaukasisk

Mitt civilstånd är

Aldrig varit gift

Jag har barn

Nej

Jag vill ha barn

Osäker

Min bästa kroppsdel är

Hår

Mitt hår är

Bruna

Villig att flytta

Ja

Min utbildningsnivå är

Gymnasieutbildning

Min specialitet är

Annat

Min arbetstitel är

I am a writer.

Jag bor

Med föräldrar

Hemma

Allt är lugnt

Jag är rökare

Nej

Jag dricker

Ja - feströker

I skolan var jag

Den utstötta

Mitt beteende i sociala sammanhang är

Vänlig, Uppmärksam, Blyg

Mina intressen och hobbies är

Nattklubb / Bar, Datorer, Dansa, Middag, Motion, Internet, Spel, Filmer, Musik, Sport, Teater, TV

Att ha kul innebär för mig

Nattklubb / Bar, Umgås med vänner, Gå ut och shoppa, Leka maskerad, Tar det lugnt, Sover, Stanna hemma

Den idealiska första dejten för mig skulle vara att

I think finding a place to have a good conversation would be a good first date. It may be as simple as taking a walk in the park and having a seat on a bench or the grass, going to get a bite to eat or getting a coffee. See if we make a connection, and if not, I'm still open to being friends. I think I'm a good listener. After that, whatever we want want to do, movies, the club, a show, a museum or you make the call. I'm pretty flexible. I'd like to be dressed as pretty as possible. I've acquired several dresses and skirts and shoes and would love to make use of them. If we make a connection, anything's possible.

Jag har alltid velat prova

There's probably quite a few things. I'd like to travel the world, but I'm not crazy about dealing with the TSA. I'd probably like to do the thing you've always wanted to try, Maybe you've been waiting for somebody to do it with you?

Mina vänner tycker att jag är

Vänlig

Min religion är

Spirituell men inte religiös

Jag går i kyrkan

Aldrig

Mitt mål i livet är

To transition as much I can and not let the things I can't afford to do stop me from trying to be the woman I am. To be the best person I can be and be there for friends and loved ones. To find the person I love, who loves me, and make it last and be fulfilling for both of us. Being rich is not the most important thing to me. Love and happiness are what matters.

Min humor är

Klok, Vänlig, Tramsig, Farsartad

På TV tittar jag alltid på

Nyheter, Tecknat, Drama, Dokusåpor, Filmer, Sport, Såpoperor, Repriser

När jag går på bio ser jag alltid

Action, Science Fiction, Komedier, Romantik, Drama, Familj, Tecknat

När jag lyssnar på musik lyssnar jag alltid på

Dansband, Pop, Rock, Soul

När jag läser föredrar jag följande:

Fantasy, Nyheter, Science Fiction

Det jag tycker är kul är

Taking walks and getting out there, writing, chatting and browsing the internet, shopping, going to clubs or movies, dressing up, relaxing, spending time with my dad or my friends, good conversation, sharing fun experiences with friends and making new memories.

Vad tycker du är attraktivt?

Empati, Flirtighet, Humor, Intelligens, Pengar, Känslighet, Omtänksamhet

Vad letar du efter?

I don't know. I suppose it would be nice to meet somebody who is self confident and knows what they want and how to get it. Understanding and caring about the one they're with. Cares about what that person wants, but can take the lead. Friendly. Similar interests. I think the important thing is that we're both happy. I don't know how many people actually do end up dating here, so if we just end up chatting, that's okay too. I think I am a good listener.

Vilken form av förhållande söker du?

En Internet-kompis, Vän, Dejt, Intimt, Hängivenhet